Yesterday have training in the morning...Our Captain conducted Sprint Jog test on us...3 laps of SJ Circuit with 25 reps...hianz my timing was like shit...vomited halfway...feel so disappointed with myself...like let the team down...hate it...then did weight circuit...timing also very shitty...ARGHH!!!! 1 more mth left to competition...i'm so stressed up...feel so upset with myself...dunno why i'm here...

I'm so stressed up...with Mid Yr Exams coming and competition...it's so hard to cope...Chem got whole load of stuff to study...Physics i'm not doing well also...Maths is the only subject that i'm confident of...but what's the point??? Hianz...dunno why i'm in a JC...til now i still ask myself this question...but well,left a few more months and i will be freed from this place of suffering...muz work hard and not let people down...