Took me so long to update...this week was a bad week for me...let's start with Tue's SOC...i fell into the jaccob's ladder ONCE again...my 2nd time...i really got problems with Height...and my confidence level not that high also...keep thinking that i will fall...and true enough...when i was walking down...or should i say rushing down...i missed a log and fell into it and landed on the ground...so freaking painful...couldnt walk properly for the next 3 days...

Then Wed was range...intially was quite fun...shooting live rounds...was doing well...but when we had the test...totally screwed up...i'm someone who gets stressed up easily...so whenever i shoot...my hands will tremble...causing me to miss my target...night firing was worst...specs were foggy and couldn't see anything...in the end got 5/16...so had to reshoot and got 7/16...not very good either...then the next day was day firing...was totally scared cos u need 16/32 to pass...that means i need 7 shots to pass...when i started with the smallest target...i MISSED all 4!!! I thought to myself...oh no..can only miss 1 for the next 8 shots...and i missed quite a bit...thought to myself..great...i failed...gotta reshoot...then when my score was read out...i expected the sgt to ask me to reshoot...guess what? I got score 17/32!!!!! I was so damn happy...guess my prayers work!! Finally cleared range...in conclusion: i'm a lousy shooter...

Had 3 hours of sleep on wed and 2hrs on thurs cos of range...go back to bunk at 1++...then knowing that sat got SOC...i volunteered myself for guard duty on fri so i can miss SOC...oh man...it was a mistake...drain of energy...standing there trying to keep awake...luckily got Power98 radio on at the terminal there and Xuan Yu to talk to me....if not dunno how to survive the guard duty

Been resting at home...tml going to watch Starwars!! yeah so happy...it's been a long wait...but then gotta rush back home after that cos must book in at 7.10...boo...hate book ins man...going to POP soon...faster than i thought...IPPT on tues...16km route march on thurs...grenade throw on wed...games day on sat...this week is going to be a long and hectic week for me!!! Looking forward to the next book out...book out ROX@@@